CHAPTER IV Moral Crisis I BUT these political feelings, however violent, were after all merely the superficial disorders of Wordsworth's mind at this period of his life. The Revolution did more than ruffle its surface with these waves; it convulsed the very depths of his thought, and almost destroyed the groundwork even of his moral being. The eleventh book of The Prelude gives a powerful description of the different phases of this profound disturbance. And since in that book Wordsworth has got beneath the exterior of the individual, and has succeeded in reaching the essential feelings which make up the common heart of all mankind, his biography becomes almost an inward history of his generation. To learn how, in his case, manhood was developed out of early youth, is to learn how the nineteenth century was born from the eighteenth, so different, yet with so manifest a family likeness. At twenty years of age Wordsworth had been suddenly dazzled by the visions of approaching universal happiness which had flashed before men's eyes in 1789. When so many others, with more experience to warn them, were captivated, how should he have escaped their fascination? The aphorisms which had been repeated for half a century, and were now accepted as axiomatic : :- that nature is good, that man is born good, that liberty is a certain cure for every ill, that man is made to be happy, were no doubtful novelties for him; they provided a clear and simple summary of his youthful impressions, of which he had scarcely been conscious until now. Had not nature made its goodness manifest to him at Hawkshead? Had he not a proof of the goodness of man in the innocence and spontaneous warmth of his own heart, in the unstudied generosity of school and college friendships, and in the lofty virtues which classical education, by making a specious selection from among ancient writings and the facts of ancient history, represents as of natural and universal growth? I had approached, like other youths, the shield And would have fought, even to the death, to attest As to the possibility of attaining happiness through freedom, was it not inevitable that at the age when vigour of muscle and elasticity of hope are as it were a guarantee of unlimited power, it should seem beyond dispute? Thus the religion of humanity had demanded no sacrifices of Wordsworth. It promised everything and asked for nothing in return. If his Christianity had been a living faith, it would doubtless have felt uneasy concerning a rival whose only goal was an earthly paradise and whose only court of appeal was reason. (But Wordsworth was then a Christian only in name, and his torpid Christianity slept in one of the lumber-rooms of his mind. The object of his active worship, on the other hand, was the new divinity of Reason, to whom, with singular felicity in its choice of a symbol, the Convention erected an altar. To Reason was due all that had been won, and by Reason all that remained to conquer must be overcome. An idol as well as a goddess, counting her fanatics as well as her faithful, she seemed to preside over the glorious metamorphosis of the world. But just as hypocrisy flourishes most of all in an era of true piety, so the dreams which disguise themselves under an appearance of reason impose most easily upon public credulity in an age which believes itself rational. Thus, during the latter years of the eighteenth century, more perhaps than at any other epoch, hasty generalizations, abstractions taken for realities, conclusions rigorously deduced from false or incomplete 1 The Prelude, xi. 79-82, premises, along with genuine scientific discoveries and true moral principles ascertained at the cost of great labourall passed current together in a confusion which made it impossible to separate truth from error. But error, even when it is not imposture, is no mere aimless straying in that unknown which all our judgments strive to penetrate. Our instincts and aspirations unconsciously give it a tendency. We suppose that our reasoning is directed to the discovery of truth, when, unknown to ourselves, it is following the bent of our dreams. Under the influence of this delusion man tastes the keenest joy he can ever know, since he believes in what he wishes and finds his duty in the satisfaction of his desires for happiness. This is how it was that Wordsworth had enjoyed the delightful illusion of obeying the strict rules of reason, when in truth he was merely converting his desires into realities; an illusion so pleasing, that twelve years later he was unable to recall it without a glow of enthusiasm at the recollection. O pleasant exercise of hope and joy! For mighty were the auxiliars which then stood But to be young was very Heaven! O times, In which the meagre, stale, forbidding ways Of custom, law, and statute, took at once When Reason seemed the most to assert her rights All powers of swiftness, subtilty, and strength Or some secreted island, Heaven knows where! Why should I not confess that Earth was then These hours of fresh joyousness and unshaken confidence, when hope "laid her hand upon her object," 2 quickly passed away. The obstacles with which the path of reason is strewn soon forced themselves upon Wordsworth's notice. Unforeseen scourges arose on every hand, from earth's unhealthy soil and the corrupt heart of man. Yet his serene trust was at first scarcely overcast; he regarded them merely as passing clouds which the sun would shortly penetrate : An active partisan, I thus convoked 1 The Prelude, xi. 105-152. 2 Ibid., xi. 202-203. And in the kinder spirit; placable, And above all-for this was more than all- In brief, a child of Nature, as at first, That from the cradle had grown up with me, Is lost in light, the weak in the more strong.1 But the harmony which prevailed between his revolutionary ideas and his natural feelings became suddenly converted into discord. It ceased to exist on the day when "with open war Britain opposed the liberties of France." This attack not only caused him bitter grief, it upset the equilibrium of his whole nature. For the first 2 time he became aware that the elements which he had thought it possible to reconcile were radically opposed. On the day which witnessed the commencement of the struggle between England and France, his reason declared. war against his heart. This threw me first out of the pale of love; A swallowing up of lesser things in great, Wordsworth's patriotism, in short, which hitherto had willingly submitted to be merged in his humanitarian faith, was now superseded by a hatred or contempt for his country. What had been a pride, loves Was now a shame; my likings and my 1 The Prelude, xi. 153-173. 8 Ibid., xi. 175-180. 2 Ibid., xi. 174-175. R |