What villain touched his body, that did stab, Cas. Brutus, bay not me; I'll not endure it; you forget yourself, Bru. Go to; you are not, Cassius. Bru. I say, you are not. Cas. Urge me no more; I shall forget myself; Have inind upon your health, -tempt me no further. Must I give way and room to your rash choler? Shall I be frighted when a madman stares? Cas. Must I endure all this? Bru. All this? Ay, more. Fret till your proud heart break; Go, show your slaves, how choleric you are, And make your bondmen tremble. Must I budge? You shall digest the venom of your spleen, Though it do split you; for, from this day forth, Cas. Is it come to this? Bru. You say, you are a better soldier; Let it appear so; make your vaunting true, And it shall please me well. For mine own part, I shall be glad to learn of noble men. Cas. You wrong me every way — you wrong me, I said, an elder soldier; not a better. Did I say better? I Bru. If you did, I care not. Brutus; Cas. When Cæsar lived, he durst not thus have moved me. Bru. Peace, peace; you durst not so have tempted him. Cas. I durst not? Bru. No. Cas. What, durst not tempt him? Bru. For your life you durst not. Cas. Do not presume too much upon my love; may do what I shall be sorry for. Bru. You have done that you should be For certain sums of gold, which you denied me; I had rather coin my heart, And drop my blood for drachmas, than to wring To you for gold to pay my legions, Which you denied me; was that done like Cassius? When Marcus Brutus grows so covetous, Cas. I denied you not. Bru. You did. Cas. I did not; - he was but a fool That brought my answer back.- Brutus hath rived my heart, A friend should bear a friend's infirmities; Bru. I do not like your faults. Cas. A friendly eye could never see such faults. Bru. A flatterer's would not, though they do appear As huge as high Olympus. Cas. Come, Antony, and young Octavius, come! Revenge yourselves alone on Cassius, For Cassius is a-weary of the world; Hated by one he loves; braved by his brother; My spirit from mine eyes! There is my dagger, Strike, as thou didst at Cæsar; for I know, When thou didst hate him worst, thou lov'dst him better Than ever thou lov'dst Cassius. Bru. Sheathe your dagger; Be angry when you will, it shall have scope Cas. Hath Cassius lived To be but mirth and laughter to his Brutus, When grief and blood ill-tempered vexeth him? Bru. When I spoke that, I was ill-tempered too. Cas. Do you confess so much? Give me your hand. Bru. And my heart too. Cas. O Brutus ! Bru. What's the matter? Cas. Have you not love enough to bear with me, When that rash humor, which my mother gave me, Makes me forgetful? Bru. Yes, Cassius, and from henceforth, When you are over-earnest with your Brutus, He'll think your mother chides, and leave you so. SHAKSPEARE. 77. Pen, Ink, and Paper. THERE was little in my inkstand, and nothing in my head, when I sat down, with a fair sheet of Bath-post before me, to write an essay for a lady's portfolio. At first, with a degree of self-complacency, which, perhaps, none but an author in favor can feel, I contemplated the blank under my eye, which was to be enlivened by my wit, or enriched with my eloquence. As I mended my pen to begin, thought I, "The wisest men on earth could not anticipate what I shall do here, nor the shrewdest guess the subject which will speedily adorn these pages; for I myself am not yet in the secret, nor do I know what I am going to write." This reflection startled me, and "What will it be?" came with such importunity into my mind, that I could not help replying, "What, indeed!" There was silence among my thoughts a deadwhite silence; and though I called them, called them repeatedly and earnestly, as if I were a drowning man, to come to my assistance, not one would move or speak. I looked with consternation around, but saw nothing except pen, ink, and paper; nay, do what I would, I could make no more of them; pen, ink, and paper they were, and remained. Every moment increased my perplexity, for whatever might be their good-will, or their occult capabilities, they could do nothing for me of themselves; the pen could not go to the ink, the ink could not come to the paper, the paper could not pour forth ideas and array itself with words, as the earth in spring throws out verdure and flowers from its bosom, spontaneously spreading beauty and fertility where all had been waste and barren before. the very sight of it freezing Alas! my immaculate sheet lay in view, like an untrodden wilderness of snow, which I must cross, without a bush, or a knoll, or a single inequality on the surface, to guide my course, or awaken one pleasing association amidst the dreary monotony of the scene. And truly, if it had been what it so chillingly resembled, my blood, I felt just then as though I would rather have been "the man perishing amidst the snow," in immortality of verse, than the living being that I was, by a comfortable fireside, with no perils to fear beyond such as I might encounter at a mahogany writing-desk, in traversing with my finger-ends a few sheets of cream-colored paper. To consummate my misery, I recollected that one of my fair friend's correspondents, being in a similar dilemma, though not, as in my case, from the folly of self-confidence, had the felicity to fall asleep, and dream so entertainingly, that I only wondered how he could find in his heart to awake, unless it was for the pleasure of telling his dream. But, though fervently invoked, Apollo in no shape, and least of all in the shape of Morpheus, would come to my relief; nor could I dream of sleeping in such distress, for had I slept, whatever might have been my visions, pen, ink, and paper, would have haunted me; and I knew that, when I awoke, I should find nothing before me but pen, ink, and paper still. Again, with a feeling too forlorn to be remembered without a relapse of it, I took up my pen: the ink had already dried Spontaneously, of one's own internal or native feeling, of one's own accord, by its own force or energy, without the impulse of a foreign cause ly, 110. Immaculate, spotless, pure, unstained, without a blemish: im ̧ 33; ate, 76. — Monotony, figuratively-an irksome sameness or want of variety. Apollo, the god of archery, music, prophecy, and poetry.Morpheus, the god of sleep, and also of dreams. |