Who scarcely darest to inquire, "What is it makes me beat so low?" Something it is which thou hast lost, Such clouds of nameless trouble cross. All night below the darken'd eyes; With morning wakes the will, and cries, "Thou shalt not be the fool of loss." V. I SOMETIMES hold it half a sin But, for the unquiet heart and brain, Like dull narcotics, numbing pain. In words, like weeds, I'll wrap me o'er, VI. ONE writes, that " Other friends remain,” That loss is common would not make O father, wheresoe'er thou be, Who pledgest now thy gallant son; A shot, ere half thy draught be done, Hath still'd the life that beat from thee. O mother, praying God will save Ye know no more than I who wrought Expecting still his advent home; O somewhere, meek unconscious dove, For now her father's chimney glows And thinking "this will please him best, She takes a riband or a rose; For he will see them on to-night; And with the thought her color burns; And, having left the glass, she turns Once more to set a ringlet right; And, even when she turn'd, the curse Had fallen, and her future Lord Was drown'd in passing thro' the ford, Or kill'd in falling from his horse. O what to her shall be the end? And what to me remains of good? To her, perpetual maidenhood, And unto me no second friend. VII. DARK house, by which once more I stand Doors, where my heart was used to beat So quickly, waiting for a hand, A hand that can be clasp'd no more He is not here; but far away The noise of life begins again, - And ghastly thro' the drizzling rain On the bald street breaks the blank day. VIII. A HAPPY lover who has come To look on her that loves him well, Who 'lights and rings the gateway bell, And learns her gone and far from home; He saddens, all the magic light Dies off at once from bower and hall, And all the place is dark, and all The chambers emptied of delight: So find I every pleasant spot In which we two were wont to meet, For all is dark where thou art not. Yet as that other, wandering there In those deserted walks, may find A flower beat with rain and wind, Which once she foster'd up with care; So seems it in my deep regret, O my forsaken heart, with thee And this poor flower of poesy Which little cared for fades not yet. But since it pleased a vanish'd eye, IX. FAIR ship, that from the Italian shore Sailest the placid ocean-plains With my lost Arthur's loved remains, Spread thy full wings, and waft him o'er. So draw him home to those that mourn Ruffle thy mirror'd mast, and lead All night no ruder air perplex Thy sliding keel, till Phosphor, bright Shall glimmer on the dewy decks. Sphere all your lights around, above; Sleep, gentle heavens, before the prow My friend, the brother of my love; My Arthur, whom I shall not see Till all my widow'd race be run; Dear as the mother to the son, More than my brothers are to me. X. I HEAR the noise about thy keel; I hear the bell struck in the night; I see the sailor at the wheel. Thou bringest the sailor to his wife, And travell❜d men from foreign lands; And, thy dark freight, a vanish'd life. So bring him: we have idle dreams: To rest beneath the clover sod, That takes the sunshine and the rains, The chalice of the grapes of God; Than if with thee the roaring wells Should gulf him fathom-deep in brine; And hands so often clasp'd in mine, Should toss with tangle and with shells. XI. CALM is the morn without a sound, And only thro' the faded leaf The chestnut pattering to the ground: Calm and deep peace on this high wold, That twinkle into green and gold: Calm and still light on yon great plain That sweeps with all its autumn bowers, To mingle with the bounding main: Calm and deep peace in this wide air, If any calm, a calm despair: Calm on the seas, and silver sleep, And waves that sway themselves in rest, And dead calm in that noble breast Which heaves but with the heaving deep. XII. Lo, as a dove when up she springs To bear thro' Heaven a tale of woe, Some dolorous message knit below The wild pulsation of her wings; Like her I go; I cannot stay I leave this mortal ark behind, A weight of nerves without a mind, And leave the cliffs, and haste away O'er ocean-mirrors rounded large, And reach the glow of southern skies, |