And Lancelot answer'd nothing, but he went, And at the inrunning of a little brook Sat by the river in a cove, and watch'd The high reed wave, and lifted up his eyes And saw the barge that brought her moving down, Far-off, a blot upon the stream, and said. Low in himself 'Ah simple heart and sweet, You loved me, damsel, surely with a love Far tenderer than my Queen's. Pray for thy soul? Ay, that will I. Farewell too-now at last― Farewell, fair lily. "Jealousy in love?" Not rather dead love's harsh heir, jealous pride? Queen, if I grant the jealousy as of love, May not your crescent fear for name and fame Speak, as it waxes, of a love that wanes ? Why did the King dwell on my name to me? Mine own name shames me, seeming a reproach, Lancelot, whom the Lady of the lake Stole from his mother-as the story runs She chanted snatches of mysterious song Heard on the winding waters, eve and morn As a king's son, and often in her arms She bare me, pacing on the dusky mere. Would she had drown'd me in it, where'er it be ! For what am I? what profits me my name Of greatest knight? I fought for it, and have it : Pleasure to have it, none; to lose it, pain; Now grown a part of me: but what use in it? Not after Arthur's heart! I needs must break |