That three-days-long presageful gloom of yours No presage, but the same mistrustful mood That makes you seem less noble than yourself, Now ask'd again: for see you not, dear love, As proof of trust. O, Merlin, teach it me. The charm so taught will charm us both to rest. For, grant me some slight power upon your fate, Should rest and let you rest, knowing you mine. That I should prove it on you unawares, To make you lose your use and name and fame, That makes me most indignant; then our bond Had best be loosed for ever: but think or not, By Heaven that hears I tell you the clean truth, As clean as blood of babes, as white as milk: O Merlin, may this earth, if ever I, If these unwitty wandering wits of mine, Till which I scarce can yield you all I am; The great proof of your love: because I think, However wise, you hardly know me yet.' And Merlin loosed his hand from hers and said, 'I never was less wise, however wise, Too curious Vivien, tho' you talk of trust, Than when I told you first of such a charm. Too much I trusted, when I told you that, And stirr'd this vice in you which ruin'd man Thro' woman the first hour; for howsoe'er In children a great curiousness be well, Who have to learn themselves and all the world, In you, that are no child, for still I find I call it,—well, I will not call it vice : Yea, by God's rood, I trusted you too much.' And Vivien, like the tenderest-hearted maid That ever bided tryst at village stile, Made answer, either eyelid wet with tears. 'Nay, master, be not wrathful with your maid; Caress her let her feel herself forgiven : Who feels no heart to ask another boon. I think you hardly know the tender rhyme I heard the great Sir Lancelot sing it once, "In Love, if Love be Love, if Love be ours, Faith and unfaith can ne'er be equal powers: Unfaith in aught is want of faith in all. "It is the little rift within the lute, That by and by will make the music mute, And ever widening slowly silence all. "The little rift within the lover's lute, I Or little pitted speck in garner'd fruit, "It is not worth the keeping: let it go : But shall it? answer, darling, answer, no. And trust me not at all or all in all," O, master, do you love my tender rhyme?' And Merlin look'd and half believed her true, So tender was her voice, so fair her face, So sweetly gleam'd her eyes behind her tears 'Far other was the song that once I heard By this huge oak, sung nearly where we sit; For here we met, some ten or twelve of us, To chase a creature that was current then In these wild woods, the hart with golden horns. |