I WONDER do you feel to-day For me, I touched a thought, I know, Help me to hold it! First it left Some old tomb's ruin; yonder weed Took up the floating weft, ALL June I bound the rose in sheaves. She will not turn aside? Alas! How many a month I strove to suit She will not hear my music? So! My whole life long I learned to love. or She will not not give me heaven? "T is well! Lose who may-I still can say, Those who win heaven, blest are they! 1855. ANOTHER WAY OF LOVE JUNE was not over Though past the full, And the best of her roses Had yet to blow, When a man I know (But shall not discover, Since ears are dull, And time discloses) While I am I, and you are you, So long as the world contains us both, Me the loving and you the loth, While the one eludes, must the other pursue. My life is a fault at last, I fear: It seems too much like a fate, indeed! Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed. But what if I fail of my purpose here? It is but to keep the nerves at strain, To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall, And baffled, get up and begin again,So the chase takes up one's life, that's all. What great fear, should one say, "Three days That change the world might change as well Your fortune; and if joy delays, With chance not easily defied, 1855. A PICTURE AT FANO DEAR and great Angel, wouldst thou only leave That child, when thou hast done with him, for me! Let me sit all the day here, that when eve Shall find performed thy special minis try, And time come for departure, thou, suspending Thy flight, may'st see another child for tending, Another still, to quiet and retrieve. Then I shall feel thee step one step, no more, From where thou standest now, to where I gaze, -And suddenly my head is covered o'er With those wings, white above the child who prays Now on that tomb-and I shall feel thee guarding Me, out of all the world; for me, discarding Yon heaven thy home, that waits and opes its door. I would not look up thither past thy head Because the door opes, like that child, I know, For I should have thy gracious face instead, Thou bird of God! And wilt thou bend me low Like him, and lay, like his, my hands together, And lift them up to pray, and gently tether Me, as thy lamb there, with thy garment's spread? If this was ever granted, I would rest My head beneath thine, while thy healing hands Close-covered both my eyes beside thy breast, Pressing the brain, which too much thought expands, Back to its proper size again, and smoothing Distortion down till every nerve had soothing, And all lay quiet, happy and suppressed. His clenched hand shall unclose at last, I know, and let out all the beauty: My poet holds the future fast, Accepts the coming ages' duty, Their present for this past. That day the earth's feast-master's brow Shall clear, to God the chalice raising; "Others give best at first, but thou Forever set'st our table praising, Keep'st the good wine till now!" Meantime, I'll draw you as you stand, With few or none to watch and wonder: I'll say-a fisher, on the sand By Tyre the old, with ocean-plunder, A netful, brought to land. Who has not heard how Tyrian shells Enclosed the blue, that dye of dyes Whereof one drop worked miracles, And colored like Astarte's eyes Raw silk the merchant sells ? And each bystander of them all Could criticise, and quote tradition |