Nor mine the fault, if losing both of these I cry to vacant chairs and widow'd walls, My house is left unto me desolate."
While thus he spoke, his hearers wept; but some, Sons of the glebe, with other frowns than those That knit themselves for summer shadow, scowl'd At their great lord. He, when it seem'd he saw No pale sheet-lightnings from afar, but fork'd Of the near storm, and aiming at his head, Sat anger-charm'd from sorrow, soldierlike, Erect: but when the preacher's cadence flow'd Softening thro' all the gentle attributes
Of his lost child, the wife, who watch'd his face, Paled at a sudden twitch of his iron mouth; And O pray God that he hold up' she thought 'Or surely I shall shame myself and him.'
'Nor yours the blame for who beside your
Can take her place if echoing me you cry "Our house is left unto us desolate ?"
But thou, O thou that killest, hadst thou known, O thou that stonest, hadst thou understood The things belonging to thy peace and ours! Is there no prophet but the voice that calls Doom upon kings, or in the waste' Repent'? Is not our own child on the narrow way, Who down to those that saunter in the broad Cries come up hither,' as a prophet to us? Is there no stoning save with flint and rock? Yes, as the dead we weep for testify - No desolation but by sword and fire? Yes, as your moanings witness, and myself Am lonelier, darker, earthlier for my loss. Give me your prayers, for he is past your prayers, Not past the living fount of pity in Heaven. But I that thought myself long-suffering, meek,
Exceeding "poor in spirit".
Have twisted back upon themselves, and mean Vileness, we are grown so proud-I wish'd my
A rushing tempest of the wrath of God To blow these sacrifices thro' the world- Sent like the twelve-divided concubine To inflame the tribes: but there
Lightens from her own central Hell The red fruit of an old idolatry -
The heads of chiefs and princes fall so fast, They cling together in the ghastly sack The land all shambles-naked marriages Flash from the bridge, and ever-murder'd France, By shores that darken with the gathering wolf, Runs in a river of blood to the sick sea.
Is this a time to madden madness then ? Was this a time for these to flaunt their pride ? May Pharaoh's darkness, folds as dense as those Which hid the Holiest from the people's eyes Ere the great death, shroud this great sin from all: Doubtless our narrow world must canvass it: O rather pray for those and pity them,
Who thro' their own desire accomplish'd bring Their own gray hairs with sorrow to the grave Who broke the bond which they desired to break, Which else had link'd their race with times to
Who wove coarse webs to snare her purity, Grossly contriving their dear daughter's good Poor souls, and knew not what they did, but sat Ignorant, devising their own daughter's death! May not that earthly chastisement suffice? Have not our love and reverence left them bare? Will not another take their heritage ?
Will there be children's laughter in their hall For ever and for ever, or one stone
Left on another, or is it a light thing
That I their guest, their host, their ancient friend, I made by these the last of all my race Must cry to these the last of theirs, as cried Christ ere His agony to those that swore Not by the temple but the gold, and made Their own traditions God, and slew the Lord, And left their memories a world's curse "Behold, Your house is left unto you desolate ?""
Ended he had not, but she brook'd no more: Long since her heart had beat remorselessly, Her crampt-up sorrow pain'd her, and a sense Of meanness in her unresisting life.
Then their eyes vext her; for on entering He had cast the curtains of their seat aside Black velvet of the costliest she herself
Had seen to that: fain had she closed them now, Yet dared not stir to do it, only near'd Her husband inch by inch, but when she laid, Wifelike, her hand in one of his, he veil'd His face with the other, and at once, as falls A creeper when the prop is broken, fell The woman shrieking at his feet, and swoon'd. Then her own people bore along the nave Her pendent hands, and narrow meagre face Seam'd with the shallow cares of fifty years: And her the Lord of all the landscape round Ev'n to its last horizon, and of all
Who peer'd at him so keenly, follow'd out Tall and erect, but in the middle aisle Reel'd, as a footsore ox in crowded ways Stumbling across the market to his death, Unpitied; for he groped as blind, and seem'd Always about to fall, grasping the pews And oaken finials till he touch'd the door; Yet to the lychgate, where his chariot stood, Strode from the porch, tall and erect again.
But nevermore did either pass the gate Save under pall with bearers. In one month, Thro' weary and yet ever wearier hours, The childless mother went to seek her child; And when he felt the silence of his house About him, and the change and not the change, And those fixt eyes of painted ancestors Staring for ever from their gilded walls On him their last descendant, his own head Began to droop, to fall; the man became Imbecile; his one word was 'desolate '; Dead for two years before his death was he; But when the second Christmas came, escaped His keepers, and the silence which he felt, To find a deeper in the narrow gloom By wife and child; nor wanted at his end The dark retinue reverencing death
At golden thresholds; nor from tender hearts, And those who sorrow'd o'er a vanish'd race, Pity, the violet on the tyrant's grave.
Then the great Hall was wholly broken down, And the broad woodland parcell'd into farms; And where the two contrived their daughter's good, Lies the hawk's cast, the mole has made his run, The hedgehog underneath the plaintain bores, The rabbit fondles his own harmless face, The slow-worm creeps, and the thin weasel there Follows the mouse, and all is open field.
WHEER 'asta beän saw long and meä liggin' 'ere aloän?
Noorse ? thoort nowt o' a noorse: whoy, doctor's abeän an' agoän:
Says that I moänt 'a naw moor yaäle: but I beänt a fool:
Git ma my yaäle, for I beänt a-gooin' to break my rule.
Doctors, they knaws nowt, for a says what's nawways true:
Naw soort o' koind o' use to saäy the things that a do.
I've 'ed my point o' yaäle ivry noight sin' I beän
An' I've 'ed my quart ivry market-noight for foorty year.
Parson's a beän loikewoise, an' a sittin 'ere o' my bed.
‹ The amoighty's a taäkin o' you to ’issen, my friend,' 'a said,
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