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was Lady Fermor's will to keep her own | intrepidity, while her eyes twinkled mali. counsel not many people would venture to ciously. dispute the point with her. Even Lucy "Because I am determined to know," with the rest of the Acton family and he answered after an instant's pause. Lady Thwaite, who were the most sur- "And by what right do you claim to be prised and perplexed at the unexpected, made acquainted with my granddaughter's unexplained, undefined visit somewhere whereabouts?" she repeated her counterto somebody, which Iris was paying, sub-challenge. "Really, Sir William, you mitted to be kept for a while in ignorance. were always an original, and at one time, The mystery, however, began to make it I believe, I rather liked your originality, self felt, and within a fortnight of the but that time is past, and there are limits event Lady Fermor's tranquillity was dis- even to good things." turbed, and she was assailed and called to account in her own house, which ought to have been her castle.

Her sarcasm did not ruffle his mood; he had ceased to wince at the prick of such weapons, and he was also able to proclaim a right which in his eyes was all-sufficient to authorize his presence and interrogation. "You were willing to give her and her happiness into my keeping once. Is not that enough to entitle me to ask what has come to her?"

Lady Fermor had returned from her afternoon drive, and had gone into her drawing-room for half an hour, when a mesaage was brought to her from a former friend, who had arrived at the frame of mind when forms and ceremonies were indifferent to him. Sir William Thwaite "Very little has come to her, as you bade a servant tell Lady Fermor that he say, that I know of," answered Lady Fer wished to see her, and had not the suavity mor with an insolent criticism of his En. to add. "By her ladyship's leave," or "Ifglish, and with exasperating nonchalance. the call is convenient for her," notwith-"If she had many rejected lovers it would standing that he had long ceased to be a be an awkward precedent to establish, daily visitor at Lambford. He had not been there since the night of Miss Compton's ball. He had not spoken to Lady Fermor since she left him in a rage, in the teeth of a thunder-storm, after her last visit to Whitehills. He had been a husband and a widower in the interval.

As the message was delivered to the venerable woman her sunken eyes gave a warlike flash, and she managed to sit erect after she had snapped out the two words, "Admit him." Strife, and not peace, was her natural element. In spite of her years, a tough encounter, a rousing contention, a battle of words, were more acceptable to her than sluggish rest.

Sir William came to his former haunt, looking too stern to be lightly discomposed and discomfited. He gave a hurried glance round while he was mechanically saying "Good morning" to his former ally; and the sternness was intensified on a face which, when it was not lit up with a smile, had always been more the type of a certain form of comely strength, than of sunshine and sweetness.

"It is a treat to see you nowadays, Sir William," said Lady Fermor tentatively, motioning him to a seat beside her.

But he did not sit down, and he did not answer her, save by telling his errand with brutal straightforwardness. "Where is Miss Compton, Lady Fermor?"

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Why do you ask?" she parried his question with the utmost coolness and

that each man might come and bore me with his curiosity to hear the last news of his old flame. But she was not much of a belle, poor thing! and, to tell the truth, I do not know that she had the glory of dismissing any suitor save one; therefore, I do not mind saying to you that I know nothing about her."

"It ain't possible," he cried hotly; "she was in your care. Women of your class don't let girls go out into the world on their own hook, to do what they like, without having somebody to look after them. Your notion is, that girls cannot take care of themselves no more than if they were babies."

"And I dare say we are right," she interjected briskly.

“And you make and keep them helpless," he went on without appearing to pay any attention to her, "till they are too delicate and dainty to stand on their own feet and make their own way. I know she isn't like that, and I haven't such a bad opinion of the world as to think that there are many, either gentle or simple, that would harm her. But it ain't kind or considerate that she should be exposed to what another young lady could not face; and though she may not be right down harmed, she may be frightened and worried. Lady Fermor, I insist on your giv. ing me satisfaction."

"In my day it was gentlemen who gave each other satisfaction," said Lady Fer

mor airily; "a good manly custom which,
like some other customs not half so bad
as they were called, has passed away
but let them go, they served my time. I
assure you, Sir William, I am not account-
able for the young lady in whom you are
pleased to take so deep an interest. I am
sorry not to have it in my power to say
she returns it, or would thank you for it,'
with a little mocking, palsied bow to her
listener. "She took our relations, hers
and mine, into her own hands. Accord
ing to your definition, she assumed the
privilege of the lower orders. She said it
was better we should part; she could not
stay any longer with me. I am too old a
woman to pretend to fight with disobedi-
ent, undutiful girls, or boys either, even
though they are my grandchildren. She
said she would go, and she went-
is the long and the short of it."
"Before it came to that, my lady, you
had something to answer for," said Sir
William, gulping down what was sticking
in his throat.

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Don't," she implored, "don't you curse me; you are like - like a friend I had once. Never mind who it was. I saw the likeness the first day we met, and took a fancy for you, and did my best to

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"I cannot help it," he protested, but in the middle of the rudeness he pushed a footstool under her feet, and caught up a cushion to place at her back. Remembering former services of the same kind, ren. dered under different circumstances and highly valued then, the wicked old face twitched and softened a little, though it relapsed the next moment into its malice and hardness.

"You don't mean to say you let her go like that?" he persisted, still standing like an avenging giant before a hard-hearted witch. "You never asked her where she was to turn to? You are not acquainted with any friend she might seek?"

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I don't deserve this treatment from you, Thwaite, but I am ready to give you satisfaction- - all the satisfaction I can. That goose of a girl you think so much of, though she don't care a straw for you, and she ain't worth your trouble well, let that be- she never told me where she was going, and I am not bound to know; but she is no more fit to carry out a plot than that Spanish ass, Don Quixote. She behaved like a simpleton, as you may be sure. Her baggage was addressed to the care of a sister of a canting, mischief-making governess the child once had, and her ticket was taken to London. She had money for hef board for three months. I can give you the address if you care to have it, though I don't see what good it will do you now. Sir William, will you go and leave me alone in peace, and don't come back to haunt me in another person's guise on my dying bed?"

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"No, I want to do something better than that," he said, half with lingering fury, half in gruff relenting, and conces sion to their old friendly relations. "You say you took a fancy for me, and meant well by me. I am willing to believe you, though it was a fancy which played me strange tricks, and went far to my undoing. I was not ungrateful, whatever you may think. I take it you have not so many true friends to call your own at the close of your long life, that you should shake off this one, and she your granddaughter, as good as gold, or even a rough, "It is a shameful lie!" he said, speak-little-worth fellow like me. Why in the ing his mind without the slightest reservation, while his fresh-colored face darkened to a dusky red, and the veins on his forehead, within the curves of chestnut hair, stood out knotted like whipcord.

"No," she had the coarseness and cruelty to answer him, "it is not always advisable to ask too many questions. We women are not often without friends at Iris's age, and we don't always care to publish the road we mean to follow."

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name of goodness should you not go after Miss Compton, find her, and be a loving grandmother to her, as I am sure she would be a loving child to you, if you would let her?"

her cautious admission, he forced himself to protest, "I'll stand no end indebted to you if you do this kindness to yourself and Miss Compton at my bidding. But what you mean to do you ought to set about quickly."

"Because it ain't in me, Thwaite," replied her ladyship with returning coolness and candor. "You must be a bad reader of character, if you cannot decipher that. 'Loving grandmother,' indeed! Bah! I leave that to your tame old body who has kissed her faithless tyrant's feet, and run "You are in a great hurry, Thwaite," after her prodigal sons and fast daughters, observed Lady Fermor sarcastically. "I until in the evening of her days she is suppose you see that I have my bonnet content to sit chirping and snivelling over on my head, and you think I shall be her mischievous brats of grandchildren." ready to stir my old bones, and rise and He was not to be diverted from his run after a flighty fool of twenty or thereaim. abouts. Much obliged for your consider. "You say Miss Compton has the pay-ation for my age and infirmities. You ment of her board, among people you dis-had better order the carriage back at approve of, for a month or two. What is once, and ride on before, and get a ticket she to do then? Will you let her feel for London, and let me start napless and herself forsaken by man? — not by God. dinnerless. I should arrive dizzy and You cannot touch her there." He broke starving before midnight. I dare say I off in a low tone with a mixture of rever- might knock about for a bed; or if I found ence and tenderness the true, chival- my way to Fitzroy Square, perhaps my rous devotion, very different from any good granddaughter would have the comspecies of love poor Lady Fermor had mon humanity to lend me hers for what ever given or taken, shining in his blue remained of the night." eyes. "You do not intend Lord Fermor's granddaughter to beg her board from strangers, or to hire herself out for a wage, do you? though she might count it no dishonor to make service honorable by discharging it."

"She has chosen her course, and she must abide by it—ay, and eat the fruit of her folly," argued the old woman, before she changed her ́cue, and suddenly made a concession. "If I do anything more for Iris Compton, it will be as a favor to you, Thwaite. The hussy or the angel, if you prefer it, shall owe my forgiveness to you. That will be something for her pride to swallow, though I fear you have lost the spirit to cast it in her teeth."

Powerful as Sir William's championship had been, this was not exactly true. It was a fact that Lady Fermor, like most women of strong passions, had possessed little natural affection. The passions had burnt themselves out, and in their ashes there were few elements for the growth of the domestic charities. Still there were bounds to her callousness and vindictiveness. Lady Fermor had driven this girl, as Sir William had put it, from the dignity and ease of Lambford, to beg her bread or to hire herself out for a wage. In the end the old woman might not be unwilling, for more reasons than one, to yield to his advocacy, giving it all the credit in order to save her own consistency; while underneath the veil she appeased her grisly ghost of a conscience.

"Thanks," he said shortly; and then fearing to displease her and turn her from

"You are talking nonsense," he said bluntly, staring at her, "but you will go up to London and seek out Miss Comp. ton - won't you?"

"I may if you will be my escort. I have never been accustomed to travel without a squire,” she said with a kind of ghastly coquetry. "When I was younger, a good deal younger, I used to have halfa-dozen sparks and beaux at my disposal. As it is, I am not so strong and nimble as Iris Compton. By-the-by, I'm not at all sure that she will give in, and consent to put herself under my wing again. Disobedience is a virulent as well as a common complaint nowadays. I shall need all the foreign support I can get. Yours may not be very available in this case, but it is better than none. To be sure, my young lady may have eaten her leek and changed her mind, while another person has had time and reason enough to alter his opinion. I shan't blame him, though I am reduced to wonder whether he has attacked me out of a spirit of contradiction and devilry, or from mere mawkish magnanimity, pity, and suchlike stuff."

She looked at him sharply. He returned her glance coldly, and dismissed her wonder with a formal, "Good afternoon, Lady Fermor. I shall see you to London if you like, at whatever time you fix," as he left her.

That night Bill Rogers was considerably impressed by finding himself put in authority at Whitehills, while his master held himself in readiness to start any day for London.

CHAPTER XXX.

YOUTH STRIVES.

IRIS had reached London in safety, she had found Mrs. Haigh, a fat, florid, overdressed woman, hospitable, and friendly in a way. But Iris had not found another Miss Burrage-it would have been unreasonable to expect it in the matron who was in an extraordinary flutter of mingled pride and alarm at having Lord and Lady Fermor's granddaughter again under her own roof. Iris's presence lent a glorious distinction to the upper middle-class boarding-house, but it might be drawing down upon the hostess the wrath of "the combined aristocracy," because of aiding and abetting insubordination in their ranks and desertion from their leaders.

Iris had said honestly, "I am sorry to say grandmamma and I have not been happy together lately, Mrs. Haigh. Perhaps my dear old friend, Miss Burrage, may have said something long ago which will help you to understand matters. I don't mean that I am not to blame. No doubt I have failed in tact and patience, and a thousand things, but the painful fact remains that we have not got on well to gether. Now I have left Lambford with Lady Fermor's knowledge, and come up to town to ask if you will take me in, till I see what is to become of me."

daughter in Fitzroy Square, with highly respectable people of whom her ladyship knew something, than wandering through the world without chaperon or companion. Lady Fermor ought rather to feel relieved and grateful when she heard Mrs. Haigh's name mentioned as a temporary guardian for Miss Compton.

Having persuaded herself of this, Mrs. Haigh was at liberty to rejoice in the acquisition to her circle, even though her reason whispered it could not be permanent. Its reflected éclat might long survive its actual existence, and while it lasted the mistress of the house could load Iris with overpowering attentions.

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Iris was vexed that Mrs. Haigh would constantly speak of her and to her as 'Lady Fermor's granddaughter." The excellent woman would even betray at once her ignorance and vanity, by bestowing on Iris a handle to her name to which she was not entitled. Mrs. Haigh always called Iris the Honorable Miss Compton, and considered it foolish modesty and shyness - perhaps a little hauteur in disguise- when the girl first hinted, and then said plainly, that neither the Her ald's Office nor Debrett would authorize the use of such a privilege.

Iris was still more wounded when she had reason to suspect that Mrs. Haigh, in her incessant reference to Lambford and Lady Fermor, did not refrain from impart

Of course Mrs. Haigh would take Iris in. What mistress of a boarding estab-ing in mysterious whispers to chosen lishment, unless she were a very excep. tional person, would refuse to receive a peer's granddaughter, looking as Iris looked, wearing the dress she wore, even if there had not been the old family connection of which Mrs. Haigh had boasted for the last fifteen years?

Mrs. Haigh was soon satisfied that Iris was neither impecunious in the mean time, nor possessed by any romantic delusion of throwing herself on the devotion of ancient allies and living on air, her dignity, and their worshipping commiseration. When this important little item was agreeably settled to Mrs. Haigh's practical mind, she had nothing to disturb her but the apprehension of Lady Fermor's displeasure and that vague horror of the wrath of the combined aristocracy which was not without its breathless charm, like the coveted terror produced by an exciting ghost story. Certainly Mrs. Haigh was aware that Lady Fermor had been a very formidable, unmanageable person, though she ought by this time to be in her dotage. But whether doting or not, surely she would rather have her grand

members of her circle the scandals with which the name had been associated, or else by nods and shrugs and hinted innuendoes refreshed her ladies' and gentlemen's memories on the subject. She was irreproachable in her own morals, yet she seemed to take a warped pride in what she was pleased to view as aristocratic iniquities.

These ladies and gentlemen were perfectly respectable, better-class pensionnaires. Though the ladies had the priority by courteous phrase, the gentlemen were really the ruling power in the establishment, as they still are in the world. Whether married or single, from the bachelor confidential clerk in a tremendously great banking establishment to the retired clergyman and half-pay officer, they all paid board in full; and as they were the members of the establishment who were the most out of the house during the day, they were supposed to give least trouble to their hostess, while they were also the most profitable boarders. It was for the gentlemen's appetite and tastes that Mrs. Haigh in reality ca

tered most sedulously; it was the gentle- chest, and was, therefore, as a clergyman men's evening rubber that she guarded from interruption most carefully.

Some of the spinsters were ladies in reduced circumstances, and paid Mrs. Haigh a smaller board for rooms nearer the sky, and for inferior attendance generally, with which, in strict justice and logic, these half-indigent gentlewomen ought to have been contented. But in point of fact they employed a considerable amount of their time in jealous inspection of the better position of their neighbors, and muttered grumblings over their own wants, or in high-faluting, ostentatious professions of indifference to circumstances, or else in judicious, assiduous attentions to their better-off companions attentions which had their reward. To the single ladies, more than all the other inhabitants of the house, Iris's advent was a windfall. For once the spinsters felt equal to the men and to the married women. The other maidens, how ever ancient, shared in the fuss made about this girl, as if it had been a tribute to the whole body of unprotected females. In return for the homage paid to her — or rather to Lady Fermor's granddaughter Iris made figuratively a series of courteous bows, and sought to possess her soul in patience like a princess on a royal progress. But although in her faith, hope, and charity, which, after all the sneers liberally launched at these graces and their Christian origin, are as trust worthy touchstones as any that have yet been found for use in the motley crowd of life, Iris had no doubt that there was more than sufficient to respect, like, and inspire interest in her fellow-boarders, if one only knew them better, and held the clue to the true life beneath the conventional; still, looking only on the surface, she did not find anything to attract her particularly in any of the members of the large family under Mrs. Haigh's roof.

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Iris was not overwhelmingly impressed by the rich, stiffened, silent, white-haired clerk of so great a banking-house, that even its first clerk was surrounded by a nimbus of golden influence and responsibility. She did not yield to the lively fascinations of Captain Boscawen, who knew all the gossip of the best society, and being affable, gallant, and chatty, was a favorite with most of the ladies. She was not even greatly touched by the Rev. Edward Calcott, a younger man than the first two heroes. He had been forced to retire from his vicar's charge on account of an abiding relaxed throat and weak

and a confirmed invalid, invested with the double attributes of spiritual director and object of tender sympathy to every soft heart. Iris was sorry for him; but her heart was not so soft in this quarter as to prevent her perceiving that he was both self-conscious and self-indulgent; so she left the nursing of him to his wife, and kept her spiritual concerns out of his reach.

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Iris was not more won by the ladies from bluff Mrs. Judge Penfold, who, arguing from her title, had appropriated her husband's office as well as the reins of his phaeton, down to little Mrs. Rugely, the inconsolable pretty young widow, who, to the envy of the remaining men, sat bereft at the Rev. Edward's feet, yet was able to take the deepest interest in the exact fit of her widow's gown and the becoming shape of her bonnet, and pensively asked her friends' advice whether scarlet flowers were not admissible after the first stage of mourning was past. Her lost love had always preferred her with scarlet, and entire black was really too trying for a bru nette complexion.

Iris had received a blow in finding Mrs. Haigh so unlike Miss Burrage, and the blow was not softened, neither was the likeness increased, on the only occasion when the girl spoke of her best friend to that friend's sister. Mrs. Haigh twinkled away a facile tear, indeed, and expressed her thankfulness for having had her dear Emily in Mrs. Haigh's house, to be waited upon by her during the good soul's last illness.

"It was a great privilege, Miss Compton; you who knew her, and who, I may say, was her pet pupil, can guess how uncomplaining, considerate, even cheerful, she was to the very last.”

But Mrs. Haigh was honest in her thickskinnedness, and absence of deep or delicate or abiding feeling. She added innocently enough in the next breath: "It was a mercy the illness was short, for it saved the dear saint a great deal of suffering; and to have had her lying longer here, or even lingering on, neither

nor well, unfit for duty, without a sufficient provision for her needs, a burden to herself and others-as, between ourselves, I think Mr. Calcott is sometimes, when he murmurs so at his chimney smoking, and objects to the piano being played after certain hours would have been more than I could have undertaken, with my husband and children and the care of a boarding-house on my hands.,

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