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THE LAST ILLNESS AND DEATH OF REV. CHARLES SIMEON.

I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." He answered by a smile and gentle inclination of the head. Being afraid of wearying him, I then left him for the night.

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had always been that his faculties might be preserved to the-last, that he might be enabled to prove to all the power of those principles, which he had professed and preached through life, now to sustain him in death. He then looked round very seriously upon us, and said, "You seem all to be anticipating what will not yet take place I am not yet about to die-I know I am not; I feel that I am not yet ready." "Dear sir," I said, "and what is wanting?" he replied, in a very slow and serious manner, "Greater humiliation-more simple affiance--and more entire surrender." I ventured to say, "Well, sir, He will make all perfect." Yes," he replied, "that He will." After a short pause he proceeded, " And my body is not yet sufficiently reduced to allow my soul to depart, I know as suredly that I shall not die just yet; you are all disappointing yourselves if you expect that now." And then stretching out his limbs, he added, "My bodily vigour is very great; and I feel that there is yet much to be done before my soul can depart." Nothing could exceed the calm

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The day following (Saturday, October 22), about noon, he appeared, if anything, to rally a little; and when he opened his eyes upon us, and saw us standing near him, he began to address us again in the same calm and deliberate manner as before. [To conceive aright of his mode of speaking on these occasions, he should be considered as uttering his words very slowly -generally after long pauses, and at times in a low but articulate whisper.] "Infinite wisdom has devised the whole with infinite lore; and infinite power enables me-(pausing)-to rest upon that power; and all is infinitely good and gracious." I observed," How gracious it is that you should have now so little suffering." "Whether I am to have a little less suffering or a little more, it matters not one farthing. All is right-and well-and just as it should be; I am in a dear Father's hands-all is secure. When I look to HIM (here he spoke with singular solemnity), Iness and dignity both of his spirit and manner. see nothing but faithfulness-and immutability- As we were afraid of exhausting him, we all and truth; and I have not a doubt or a fear, left the room. There had been present a larger but the sweetest peace-I CANNOT HAVE MORE number of persons than usual, arising from a PEACE. But if I look another way-to the poor circumstance which it is only proper to explain. creature-O! then THERE is nothing-nothing- His nurse, apprehending that he was on the nothing-(pausing)—but what is to be abhorred very point of death, had suddenly called me in and mourned over. Yes, I say that; and it is from the next room; and upon my hastening to true." Soon after this he fell into a state of his side, I was followed by his physician and great stupor, which continued till after ten curate (who had just arrived), and his three o'clock at night; when suddenly recovering, and servants. These were all who were present. being raised up in his bed, he again began: But not exactly perceiving who were in the "What is before me I know not; whether I room, and not knowing that they were there shall live or die. But this I know, that all things merely by accident, he soon after sent for me. are ordered and sure. Everything is ordered and in a very serious and affecting manner exwith unerring wisdom and unbounded love. He pressed his disapprobation of what he had ob shall perfect everything; though at present I served: "You are all on a wrong scent, and are know not what He is about to do with me. all in a wrong spirit; you want to see what is But about this I am not in the least degree called a dying scene. THAT I ABHOR FROM MY INanxious." He then made some remark which MOST SOUL. I wish to be alone, with my God, was not exactly heard by us; but his attendant and to lie before Him as a poor, wretched, hellsupposing she had caught the expression, and deserving sinner-yes, as a poor, hell-deserving observing, "He says, he does not despair." He sinner; .... (then very slowly and calmly), but overheard her, and instantly said," What!" (and I would also look to Him as my all-forgiving turning round with surprising energy, added) God-and as my all-sufficient God-and as my "despair! despair! who dares to advocate such a all-atoning God-and as my covenant-keeping sentiment as that here? Despair! O! what God. There I would lie before Him as the sweet peace and joy and affiance do I possess!" | vilest of the vile, and the lowest of the low, and On seeing Dr. Haviland standing by his side, he the poorest of the poor. Now this is what I looked at him most affectionately, and said, "Ah! have to say-I wish to be alone—don't let peowhat, is that you? how glad I am to see you; I ple come round to get up a scene." have greatly wished to see you-my soul has longed for you, that you might see the difference in the end between (here we lost his words) .... that you might see the power of these principles, and what it is to go to God in contrition and faith." He then proceeded in the most earnest and affectionate manner to thank Dr. H. for all his kindness, and to express his earnest wishes for his best interests in time and eternity. After this, he mentioned how anxious he

He was evidently much hurt at the thought of even his nearest friends coming round to disturb the privacy, which he had always wished for in his dying hour. He had repeatedly charged me to keep every one away from him when that solemn season should arrive, and remain with him myself alone. That no one might enter without my knowledge I remained with him the whole night: the next morning (Sunday, October 23), as soon as he awoke, he

referred to what had happened the previous night.

"Now I was much hurt at the scene last night: a scene!--a death-bed scene I abhor from my inmost soul. No!" he continued, smiting three times slowly on his breast, "No! I am, I know, the chief of sinners; and I hope for nothing but the mercy of God in Christ Jesus to life eternal; and I shall be, if not the greatest monument of God's mercy in heaven, yet the very next to it; for I know of none greater." Then after a short pause, he added, "And if we are to bring the matter to a point, it lies in a nutshell; and it is here-I look, as the chief of sinners, for the mercy of God in Christ Jesus to life eternal" (then very deliberately); " and sovereignty of God in choosing such an one-and the mercy of God in pardoning such an one-and the patience of God in bearing with such an one-and the faithfulness of God in perfecting his work and performing all his promises to such an one."

When Dr. Haviland called in the evening, Mr. Simeon addressed him in the most striking manner upon the subject of religion; speaking with a clearness, and power, and dignity, which perfectly surprised Dr. Haviland, though so accustomed to the peculiar energy and characteristic precision of Mr. Simeon's observations on such subjects. He said, he had never heard anything before from him comparable to this, for the propriety of the language as well as the importance of the matter.

might wish to be able to go forth and survey
all the glories of heaven and the blessedness of
that place; there might, however, be some-
thing in all that to be suspected. But in
making the great revelation of Himself which
God has given us, there I rest upon Him, and
not upon myself. I do not depend upon feel-
ings and thoughts, which are changing and un-
certain, but I am kept by Him who changes
not, and so I remain."
(I quoted the
passage, "I am the Lord, I change not; there
fore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed.")
"Yes! that is the true view of the matter, as
it appears to me. For after all, what are a
man's thoughts before Him? It cannot de-
pend upon a few poor, broken, puling words;
nor do I depend upon these. But again I say,
I take the glorious and majestic discoveries
which God has made to me of himself, and
there I rest." He then added, smiling as he
used to do, when making some strong statement
upon any point about which he himself had
not the slightest doubt, “I may be wrong in
my view-though I think I am not;" then very
solemnly and slowly, "But, however, this I
know, that I am a poor lost and vile sinner;
yea, the chief of sinners, and the greatest
monument of God's mercy; and I know, I can-
not be wrong here." The following day he re-
vived considerably, and actually occupied him-
self in making arrangements respecting the
sermons to be preached in November at St.
Mary's. On Wednesday, however, he was so
decidedly thrown back, that all thoughts about
further exertions for the public were at once
laid aside. When he had determined no
longer to use any of the means which had been
resorted to in the hope of prolonging his life
(feeling they were now profitless), he said to
his nurse, "You cannot but say that up to this
time I have submitted patiently, willingly,

have not made one objection-have I?" he then added, "I did it all for the Lord's sake; because, if it had been his will to prolong my life, I was willing to use any means; but now I feel (and this he said with great emphasis) that the decree is gone forth; from this hour I om a dying man; death is far sweeter than life under such circumstances. I will now wait patiently for my dismission. All that could possibly be done for me, has been done; of that I am fully persuaded and satisfied-tell Dr. Haviland so."

Early the next morning (Monday, October 24), when I arrived, I found him just raised up, after passing a quiet night. I told him I had, as usual, on the previous evening addressed a large number of under-graduates, and had ventured to repeat to them some of his remarks, that they might know the power of those great leading principles he had preached to sustain and gladden the soul in the last hours of weak-cheerfully, to every wish of Dr. Haviland; I ness. "Yes," said he, "it is to the principles I look. It is upon the broad grand principles of the Gospel that I repose-it is not upon any particular promise here or there any little portions of the Word, which some people seem to take comfort from; but I wish to look at the grand whole-at the vast scheme of redemption as from eternity to eternity. . . . . Indeed, to say the truth, what may be called my spiritual exercises have lately been at rather a low ebb; and I may make another confession to you (smiling), my bodily exercises also of late have been at a low ebb." I observed, "Very probably the one may have been partly the cause of the other." 66 Yes!" he continued; "but however that may be, I wish to point out this distinction in my case-that I am not solici- | tous so much about this feeling or that, or this state or that, as upon keeping before me the grand purposes of Jehovah from eternity to eternity. Now I might wish to be able to go out to take a good walk; so also in my soul, I

To be continued.

THE VOICE OF THE OCEAN.

Was it the sound of the distant surf that was in mine ears, or the low moan of the breeze, as it crept through the neighbouring wood? Oh, that hoarse voice of Ocean, never silent since time first beganwhere has it not been uttered? There is stillness amid the calm of the arid and rainless desert, where

A LETTER OF CONSOLATION.

no spring rises and no streamlet flows, and the long caravan plies its weary march amid the blinding glare of the sand, and the red-unshaded rays of the 'fierce sun. But once and again, and yet again, has the roar of Ocean been there. It is his sands that the winds heap up; and it is the skeleton remains of his vassals-shells, and fish, and the stony coralthat the rocks underneath enclose. There is silence on the tall mountain peak, with its glittering mantle of snow, where the panting lungs labour to inhale the thin bleak air-where no insect murmurs and no bird flies, and where the eye wanders over multitudinous hill-tops that lie far beneath, and vast dark forests that sweep on to the distant horizon, and along long hollow valleys where the great rivers begin. And yet once and again, and yet again, has the roar of Ocean been there. The effigies of his more ancient denizens we find sculptured on the crags, where they jut from beneath the ice into the mistwreath; and his later beaches, stage beyond stage, terrace the descending slopes. Where has the great destroyer not been-the devourer of continents-the olue foaming dragon, whose vocation it is to eat up the land? His ice-floes have alike furrowed the flat steppes of Siberia and the rocky flanks of Schehallion; and his nummulites and fish lie embedded in great stones of the pyramids, hewn in the times of the old Pharaohs, and in rocky folds of Lebanon still untouched by the tool. So long as Ocean exists there must be disintegration, dilapidation, change; and should the time ever arrive when the elevatory agencies, motionless and chill, shall sleep within their profound depths, to awaken no more-and should the sea still continue to impel its currents and to roll its waves-every continent and island would at length disappear, and again, as of old, "when the fountains of the great deep were broken up,"

"A shoreless ocean tumble round the globe." Was it with reference to this principle, so recently recognised, that we are so expressly told in the Apocalypse respecting the renovated earth, in which the state of things shall be fixed and eternal, that "there shall be no more sea?" or are we to regard the revelation as the mere hieroglyphic-the pictured shapeof some analogous moral truth? "Reasoning from "what we know,"--and what else remains to us?an earth without a sea would be an earth without rain, without vegetation, without life-a dead and doleful planet of waste places, such as the telescope reveals to us in the moon. And yet the Ocean does seem peculiarly a creature of time—of all the great agents of vicissitude and change, the most influential and untiring; and to a state in which there shall be no vicissitude and no change-in which the earthquake shall not heave from beneath, nor the mountains wear down and the continents melt away-it seems inevitably necessary that there should be "no more sea."-Hugh Miller.

A LOOK INTO THE CHURCHES AT ROME. AMONG the people who drop into St. Peter's at their leisure, to kneel on the pavement, and say a quiet prayer, there are certain schools and seminaries,

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priestly and otherwise, that come in twenty or thirty strong. These boys all kneel down in single file, one behind the other, with a tall grim master, in a black gown, bringing up the rear, like a pack of cards arranged to be tumbled down at a touch, with a disproportionably large knave of clubs at the end. When they have tarried a minute or so at the chief altar, they scramble up, and filing off to the chapel of the Madonna, or the sacrament, flop down again in the same order; so if any body did stumble against the master, a general and sudden overthrow of the whole line must inevitably ensue.

The scene in all the churches is the strangest possible. The same monotonous, heartless, drowsy chanting, always going on; the same dark building, darker from the brightness of the street without; the same lamps dimly burning; the self-same people kneeling here and there, turned toward you from one altar or the other; the same priest's back, with the same large cross embroidered on it; however different in size, in shape, in wealth, architecture, this church is from that, it is the same thing still. There are the same dirty beggars stopping in their muttered prayers to beg; the same miserable cripples exhibiting their deformity at the doors; the same blind men rattling little pots like kitchen pepper-castors, their depositories for alms; the same preposterous crowns of silver stuck upon the painted heads of single saints and virgins in crowded pictures, so that a little figure ple in the foreground, or adjacent miles of landscape; on a mountain had a head-dress bigger than the temthe same favourite shrine or figure, smothered with little hearts and crosses, and the like, the staple trade and show of all the jewels; the same mixture of respect and indecorum; kneeling on the stones, and spitting on them loudly; getting up from prayers to beg a little, or to pursue some other worldly matter; and then kneeling down again, to resume their contrite supplications at the point where it was interrupted.-Dickens.

A LETTER OF CONSOLATION. QUEEN KATHERINE (WIFE OF HENRY VIII.) TO THE LADY WRIOTHESLY, COMFORTING HER FOR THE LOSS OF HER ONLY SON.

GOOD my Lady Wresely; understandying yt hath pleasyd God of late to dysinheryte your sonne of thys world, of intent he schuld become partener and chosen heyre of the everlastyng inherytance (which) callyng and happy vocatyon ye may rejoice); yet, when I consyder, you are a mother by flessche and nature, doubtyng how you can geve place quyetly to the same, inasmuch as Chryste's mother, indued with al godly vertues, dyd utter a sorrowful, natural passyon of her Son's dethe, whereby we have all obtayned everlastyngly to lyve; therefore, amongst other dyscrete and godly consolatyons gyven unto you, as wel by my lord your husband, as other your wyse frendes, I have thowght with mine own hand, to recommend unto you my symple consel and advyce; desyring you not so to utter your natural affectyon by inordynate sorrow, that God have cause to take you as a murmurer ageynst hys appoyntments and ordynances. For what is excessyfe sorow but a pleyne evydens ageynst you, that your inward mynd doth repyne ageynst God's doyngs, and a declaratyon that you are not contented that God hath put your son by nature, but hys by adoptyon, in possessyon of the heavenly kingdom? Such as have doubtyd of

the everlastyng lif to come, doth sorrow and bewayle the departure hens: but those whych be persuadyd that to dy here ya lyf ageyne, do rather honger for death, and count yt a felicite, than to bewayle yt as an utter destructyon. How much, Madam, are you to be counted godly wyse, that wol and can prevent, thorow your godly wysdom, knowlege, and humbler submyssyon, that thyng that tyme wold at length fynyssche. If you lament your son's death, you do him great wrong, and schew your self to sorrow for the habpyest thynge ther ever came to hym, being in the hands of his best Father. Yf you are sorry for your own commodite, you schew your self to lyve to your self. And as of hys towardness you could but only hope, hys years war so yong, whych could perfourm nothyng, yt semyth that he was now a mete and pleasant sacrifice for Christ.

Wherefor, good my Lady Wreseley, put away al immoderate and unjust hevynes, requyryng you with thanksgyving to frame your hart, that the Father in heven may thynk you are moost glad, and best contentyd to make hym a present of hys spyrytual and your only natural son; gloryfying hym more in that yt hath pleased hys Majesty to accept and able hym to hys kyngdom, then that yt fyrst pleased hym to comforth you wyth such a gyft; who can at his pleasur recompence your loss with such alyke juell, yf gladly and quyetly ye submyt and refer al to hys pleasur.-Strype's Ecclesiastical Memorials.

MORNING HYMN. JESUS, kind Shepherd of the sheep, Thy little lamb in safety keep; Guard me this day from every ill, And with thy grace my spirit fill. Teach me to love thee, O my LORD; Help me to read thy holy Word; May the first sounds my lips can raise, Be sounds of joy, and prayer, and praise.

EVENING HYMN.

JESUS, underneath thy care,

Let me sweetly sink to rest; Hear my simple evening prayer-May the little child be blessed. I thank thee for my happy home, And all that thou hast given; O make my infant heart thy own, And train thy child for heaven.

BLOODY QUEEN MARY.

GOD shortened the time of her reign for his elect's sake; and he seemed to have suffered Popery to show itself in its true and natural colours-all over both false and bloody-even in a female reign, from whence all mildness and gentleness might have been expected, to give the nation such an evident and demonstrative proof of the barbarous cruelty of that religion, as might raise a lasting abhorrence and detestation of it. -Burnet.

THE NEW CUT.

AN old clergyman, who had an old tailor as his beadle or officer for many years, returning from a neighbouring sacrament, where Thomas was in the habit of attending him, after a thoughtful and silent pause, thus addressed his fellow-traveller, the "minister's man:" "Thomas, I cannot tell how it is that our church should be getting thinner, for I am sure I preach as well as I ever did, and should have far more experience than when I first came among you." Indeed," replied Thomas, "old ministers now-a-days are just like old tailors, for I am sure I sew as well as ever I did, and the cloth is the

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DENY THYSELF.

HAVE I found my God so gracious to me, that he hath denied me nothing, either in earth or heaven; and shall not I so much as deny my own will for his sake? Hath my dear Saviour bought my soul at such a price, and shall he not have it? Was he crucified for my sins, and shall I by my sins crucify I serve the devil? O God! is this the fruit of thy him again? Am I his, in so many bonds, and shall beneficence to me, that I should wilfully dishonour thee? Was thy blood so little worth, that I should tread it under my feet? Doth this become him that shall be once glorious with thee? Hast thou prepared heaven for me, and do I thus prepare myself for heaven?-Hall.

VICISSITUDE.

CHRIST'S children must not expect always to lean upon his bosom. He sometimes sets them down on the cold, frosty side of the hill, and makes them walk barefooted upon thorns. Yet does he keep his eye of love upon them all the while. Our pride must have winter weather to rot it.-Rutherford.

TRIALS.

I NEVER had in all my life so great an inlet into the Word of God as now [viz., as during his twelve years' imprisonment]; insomuch that I have often said, "Were it lawful, I could pray for greater trouble, for the greater comfort's sake."—Bunyan.

WAITING.

WAIT patiently on God. It is becoming of a dutiful child, when he hath not presently what he writes for to his father, to say, "My father is wiser than I; his own wisdom will tell him what and when to send to me." Oh Christian! thy heavenly Father hath gracious reasons which hold his hands for the present, or else thou hadst heard from him ere now.— Gurnall.

LITERATURE.

IT opens a back door out of the bustle of the busy and idle world into a delicious garden of moral and intellectual fruits and flowers, the key of which is denied to the rest of mankind. Our happiness no longer lives on charity, nor bids fair for a fall, by leaning on that most precarious and thorny pillow-another's pleasure, for our repose.-Young.

THE CHRISTIAN TREASURY.

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MERCY FOR THE GREATEST SINNER.

BY THE REV. DR. SPRING, NEW YORK.

THE writer of this will not easily forget the impression which the following sentence from a forcible writer once made on his own mind: "When one great sinner finds mercy, another great sinner is encouraged to hope that he may find mercy also." It is a simple thought; but there are states of mind in which it is unutterably precious. The great mass of awakened and convinced sinners would be utterly discouraged by a view of their own ignorance, weakness, darkness, and wickedness, were it not for just such facts and assurances as these. But who shall be depressed, when he looks at the long catalogue of vile and atrocious offenders, from Adam down to the present hour? "Oh! I am a reprobate. The measure of my iniquity is full. I am just fit for eternal burnings. It is not possible there should be hope for such a sinner!" Who is it that says this? It sounds like a voice from the caverns of despair, rather than from this world of mercy where Jesus wept and died. And who is it that is the prompter to such despondency? It is some dark spirit of the pit. It is not the Spirit of God; it is not the Saviour of men; it is not the Bible; nor is it the prompting of those multiplied proofs of the power of grace with which heaven has been filled from our apostate world. God does not save men from tenderness to their own souls merely, but that, through his mercy to them, others may also find mercy. Eternity alone can reveal the number of those who have been kept from sinking into despair, and into hell itself, by those narratives of conversion which have abounded in this land within the past twenty years. If Christ "had rather save than damn" that poor drunkard, that vile debauchee, that hardened infidel, that son of godly parents who has become a very maniac in wickedness, and every one of these is now hoping in his mercy, and adorning that hope by a well-ordered life and deportment; what encouragement is there for me--for you-for all! Never was a truth more fitted to the condition of our lost world than this. Oh, the unspeakable fulness, and riches, and sovereignty of grace in the cross! What can the guilty sinner want more? Not until a voice from heaven, calling him by name,

and foretelling his awful doom-no, not until he has passed the regions of this world of hope, and actually made his bed in hell, may he despair of mercy. Tell me where the vilest sinner is to be found that dwells on God's footstool; conduct me to his abode of wickedness and gloom; and if it be anywhere this side the grave, I would assure him, in God's name, that He who was lifted up from the earth came to save just such sinners as he. Question not the truth of God. Limit not the infinitude of his mercy. Distrust not his omnipotent power. Reject not his only Son. He is the sinner's friend, and his last hope. His language is, "Let him that heareth say, Come; let him that is athirst come; and whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely."

There is one most beautiful feature in this arrangement of the divine mercy it is, the reaction which it exerts upon the mind of the saved sinner himself. "Simon," said our Divine Lord, "I have somewhat to say unto thee. There was a certain creditor which had two debtors: the one owed five hundred pence, and the other fifty. And when they had no. thing to pay he frankly forgave them both. Tell me, therefore, which of them will love him most. Simon answered and said, I suppose that he to whom he forgave most. And he said unto him, Thou hast rightly judged." Great sinners who have found mercy, never forget the love of Christ. They more usually have deeper and more pungent convictions of conscience and of sin, both before their conversion and afterwards, than other men, and are very apt to carry these convictions through all their subsequent life, and with these a befitting and corresponding sense of God's wonderful love and mercy. David's convictions of his great sins, as recorded in the 51st Psalm, were of this kind; and when he speaks of God's redeeming mercy, his language partakes of the same strong and deep feeling. "He brought me up out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise to our God. Many, O Lord my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts

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