as they will but if, for the honour of the family, I cannot carry this point, I will retire to Scotland, and never see the face of any one of it more. JAMES HARLowe. There's a brother!-There's flaming duty to a father, and mother, and uncles!-But he sees himself valued, and made of consequence; and he gives himself airs accordingly!-Nevertheless, as I said above, I will hope better things from those who have at the int spent my brother has to keep open these unhappy differenzen. རྩྭ LETTER XLDI MISS CLARISSA HARLOW, TO MISS HOW Tuesday, March 2.. WOULD you not have thought, my dear Miss Howe, as well as I, that my proposal must have been acceptée and that my brother, by the last tick of his unbrotherly letter (where he thi cater to go to Scoter d if it should be hearkened to) was cr opinion tr. it would. For my part, after I had read this letter over and over, I concluded, upon the whole, that a reconciliation upon terms so disadvantig ass to myself, as hardly any other person in my case, dare ray, would have proposed, must be the result of his orning's cCPference. And in that belief I had begun to give myself new trouble in thinking this diiculty ove) bow L should be able to pacify Loselace on that part of my engagement, by which I undercok to break of all correspondence with him, unless ray friends should be 1 brought, by the interposition of his powerful friends, and any offers they might make, (which it was rather his part to suggest, than mine to intimate,) to change their minds. Thus was I employed, not very agreeably, you may believe, because of the vehemence of the tempers I had to conflict with; when breakfasting-time approached, and my judges began to arrive. And oh! how my heart fluttered on hearing the chariot of the one, and then of the other, rattle through the court-yard, and the hollow-sounding foot-step giving notice of each person's stepping out, to take his place on the awful bench which my fancy had formed for them and my other judges! That, thought I, is my aunt Hervey's! That my uncle Harlowe's! Now comes my uncle Antony! And my imagination made a fourth chariot for the odious Solmes, although it happened that he was not there. And now, thought I, are they all assembled: and now my brother calls upon my sister to make her report! Now the hard-hearted Bella interlards her speech with invective! Now has she concluded her report! Now they debate upon it!-Now does my brother flame ! Now threaten to go to Scotland! Now is he chidden, and now soothed! And then I ran through the whole conference in my imagination, forming speeches for this person and that, pro and con, till all concluded, as I flattered myself, in an acceptance of my conditions, and in giving directions to have an instrument drawn to tie me up to my good behaviour; while I supposed all agreed to give Solmes a wife every way more worthy of him, and with her the promise of my grandfather's estate, in case of my forfeiture, or dying unmarried, on the righteous condition he proposes to entitle himself to it with me. And now, thought I, am I to be ordered down to recognize my own proposals. And how shall I look upon my awful judges? How shall I stand the questions of some, the set surliness of others, the returning love of one or two? How greatly shall I be affected! Then I wept then I dried my eyes: then I practised at my glass for a look more cheerful than my heart. And now [as any thing stirred] is my sister coming to declare the issue of all! Tears gushing again, my heart fluttering as a bird against its wires; drying my eyes again and again to no purpose. And thus, my Nancy, [excuse the fanciful prolixity,] was I employed, and such were my thoughts and imaginations, when I found a very different result from the hopeful conference. For about ten o'clock up came my sister, with an air of cruel triumph, waving her hand with a light flourish Obedience without reserve is required of you, Clary. My papa is justly incensed, that you should presume to dispute his will, and to make conditions with him. He knows what is best for you: and as you own matters are gone a great way between this hated Lovelace and you, they will believe nothing you say; except you will give the one only instance, that will put them out of doubt of the sincerity of your promises. What, child, are you surprised?-Cannot you speak? -Then, it seems, you had expected a different issue, had you?-Strange that you could!-With all your acknowledgments and confessions, so creditable to your noted prudence!— I was indeed speechless for some time: my eyes were even fixed, and ceased to flow. But upon the hard-hearted Bella's proceeding with her airs of insult, Indeed I was mistaken, said I; indeed I was! For in you, Bella, I expected, I hoped for, a sister your What! interrupted she, with all your mannerly flings, and your despising airs, did you expect that I was capable of telling stories for you?—Did you think, that when I was asked my own opinion of the sincerity of declarations, I could not tell them, how far matters bad gone between you and your fellow ?-When the intention is to bend that stubborn will of yours to your duty, do you think I would deceive them ?-Do you think I would encourage them to call you down, to contradict all that I should have invented in favour? your Well, well, Bella; I am the less obliged to you; that's all. I was willing to think that I had still a brother and sister. But I find I am mistaken. Pretty mopsy-eyed soul !-was her expression !-And was it willing to think it had still a brother and sister ? And why don't you go on, Clary? [mocking my halfweeping accent] I thought too I had a father, and mother, two uncles, and an aunt: but I am mis—taken, that's all-come, Clary, say this, and it will in be true, because you have thrown off their authority, and because you respect one vile wretch more than them all. part How have I deserved this at your hands, Sister ?— But I will only say, I pity you. And with that disdainful air too, Clary!-None of that bridled neck! none of your scornful pity, girl !— I beseech you! This sort of behaviour is natural to you, surely, Bella!-What new talents does it discover in you! But proceed-If it be a pleasure to you, proceed, Bella. And since I must not pity you, I will pity myself: for nobody else will. Because you don't, said she Hush, Bella, interrupting her, because I don't deserve it-I know you were going to say so. I will say as you say in every thing; and that's the way to please you. Then say, Lovelace is a villain. So I will, when I think him so. Indeed I don't. You did not always, Bella. And what, Clary, mean you by that? [bristling up to me]-Tell me what you mean by that reflection? Tell me why you call it a reflection?-What did I say? Thou art a provoking creature-But what say you to two or three duels of that wretch's? I can't tell what to say, unless I knew the occasions. Do you justify duelling at all? I do not neither can I help his duelling. Will you go down, and humble that stubborn spirit of yours to your mamma ? Í said nothing. Shall I conduct your ladyship down? [offering to take my declined hand]. What! not vouchsafe to answer me? I turned from her in silence. What! turn your back upon me too !—Shall I bring up your mamma to you, love? [following me, and taking my struggling hand] What? not speak yet! Come, my sullen, silent dear, speak one word to me— you must say two very soon to Mr. Solmes, I can tell you that. Then [gushing out into tears, which I could not hold in longer] they shall be the last words I will ever speak. Well, well, [insultingly wiping my averted face with her handkerchief, while her other hand held mine, in a ridiculing tone,] I am glad any thing will make thee speak then you think you may be brought to speak the two words-only they are to be the last!-How |