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"Mamma, let us have her here on a long visit," cried Nelly. "I am sure if she chose she might spend her life among her friends."

"She is a very independent little thing," said Mrs. Eastwood doubtfully. "Frederick and she were once rather good friends; but you may write to her if you like, Nelly. It will always be kind. The Claude Somervilles are going to Italy for their wedding trip. Dear me ! why can't people stay at home? one hears of nothing but Italy. And, speaking of that, here is an Italian post-mark. I wonder who it comes from."

be always in motion - for she never | make light of it;' but what a change it crossed the room or went from one table will be from her home, and her father to another without a reason for it - but who spoilt her?" somehow there was a perpetual play of movement and variety in every room where she was. Even when she was absorbed in the tranquillity of needlework, the motion of her hand kept things going. She was like a brook: a soft atmosphere of sound and movement. always soft, always pleasant-belonged to her by nature; but, like the brook, she tranquillized the surrounding scenery; or, like a bird, making the quietness seem more complete by its flitting from one branch to another, and delicious trying over of its favourite notes. Nelly was not alarmingly good, nor perfect in any way I know of; but she fulfilled this mission of the girl, which I fear, among greater aims, is falling a little into disrepute - she filled the whole house with her youth, her brightness, her gaiety, her overflowing life. No great demands of any kind had yet been made upon her. Whether she would be capable of responding to them when they came, no one could tell; but in the meantime she fulfilled her primitive use with the most thorough completeness. She was the life of the house.

Mrs. Eastwood had brought in some letters with her to the drawing-room. They had been delivered at luncheon and as none looked very pressing, they had been suffered to wait. This happy household was in no anxiety about its letters. That continual fear of bad news which afflicts most of us had no place in the bosom of the easy soul who had but one of her children absent from her, and he within half-an-hour by railway. She went over them at leisure, reading here and there a few words aloud. "Fancy, Nelly, Claude Somerville is going to be married at last," she said. "I wonder if his people will think her good enough; but indeed they will never think anyone good enough; and poor little Mary Martin is going out as a governess. Now, how much better if Claude had married her, and saved such a sad experiment?"

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A few minutes passed, and Mrs. Eastwood made no further communication. "Where is it from?" Ellinor asked twice not caring to be kept in suspense, for the correspondence of the house, like other things, was in common. Her mother, however, made no reply. She uttered various half articulate exclamations"Dear me dear me! Poor man; has he really come to that!" she murmured as she read. "What is it, Mamma?" said Ellinor. Mrs. Eastwood read it all over, cried out, "Good gracious, Nelly!" and then turning back to the first page, read it over again. When Nelly found it impossible to bear this suspense any longer, she rose and went behind her mother's chair, and looked over her shoulder: "Is it bad news?" she cried, looking at the cramped lines which she could not make out. "Dear! dear me ! dear me ! what shall I do, Nelly?" said Mrs. Eastwood, wringing her hands; and then she added, “Don't write to Mary Martin, my dear, here is some one to be looked to of our own."

CHAPTER II.

THE NEWS, AND HOW IT WAS RECEIVED.

MRS. EASTWOOD had scarcely uttered these mysterious and affecting words, when a roll of wheels, a resounding knock, a peal at the outer door announced visitors. "Oh, call Brownlow, Nelly, quick, before the door is opened!" she said. "Oh, Brownlow, stop a moment; I have just heard of a death in the family. I don't think I can see any one; I don't think that I ought to be able to see any one, Nelly?"

"Who is it, Mamma?" cried Nelly, taking possession of the letter. Mrs.

Eastwood took out her handkerchief and | lady, and what did you mean when you said some one of our very own?"

put it lightly to her eyes.

"I don't mean that I was fond of him," she said, "or could be, for I did not know him, scarcely-but still it is a shock. It is my brother-in-law, Nelly, Mr. Vane whom you have heard of. I wonder now, who is at the door? If it is Mrs. Everard, Brownlow, you can let her in; but if it is Lady Dobson, or Miss Hill, or any other of those people, say I have just heard of a death in the family. Now run! it must be some one of some importance, for there is another knock at the door."

"Mr. Vane - why he is not even a relation," cried Nelly. "There! Brownlow is sending the people away. My step-aunt's husband, whom none of us

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"It would be more civil to call him your step-uncle, Nelly. People generally do-especially as he is dead now, poor man, and never can take anything upon him. Oh, dear! why it was Mrs. Barclay, and her brother, Sir Alexis-people I really wanted to see. How unfortunate! Brownlow, am sure I said particularly, Lady Dobson, or Miss Hill, or that kind of person

"You said Mrs. Everard was to come in, Mum, and no one else," said Brownlow, standing very stiffly erect with his tray, and the card on it, in his hand.

"That is how it always happens," said Nelly, "when you say you are not at home. The nicest people always get sent away: the bores come at other times, and are admitted as a matter of course. Not to say one should always tell the truth; it is the best policy, like honesty, and other good things."

"Nelly, you forget yourself," said Mrs. Eastwood. "When I say not at home, everybody understands what is meant. But in the present instance there is no fib. Of course, now we must keep it up for to-day at least. You can say,Not a near relation,' Brownlow; 'nothing to draw down the blinds for, but very unexpected and a shock.' That is enough. Poor man! it is true I never saw him but twice, and my father never forgave poor Isabella for marrying him. Poor Isabella! But that is not all, dear. Give me the letter again."

"I am reading it, Mamma," said Nelly, and she began to spell it out aloud, stumbling over the crabbed Italian, and somewhat mazed by mingled ignorance and wonder. "Here is something about a girl, a young lady. Who is this young 64

LIVING AGE.

VOL. II.

"I have been a wicked woman," said Mrs. Eastwood. "When poor Isabella died, I never asked about the baby; I took it for granted the baby died too. And I did hate the man so, Nelly; he killed her; I am sure he killed her. here has the poor baby been living all the time! I am a wicked woman. I might have been of some use, and taken her away from that dreadful man."

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"But she seems to have liked the dreadful man. It says here that she cannot be consoled. Poor thing! Don't you know anything about her, mamma?" cried Nelly. Here Mrs. Eastwood took out her handkerchief once more, and this time cried in earnest with grief and shame.

“I am a hard-hearted, bad woman!" she said. "Don't contradict me, Nelly. A girl that is my own flesh and blood; and I never even inquired after herdid not know of her existence

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"Well, Mamma, I think I will give you absolution," said Nelly. "If you did not know of her existence, how could you inquire after her? Did poor aunt Isabella die when she was born?"

"That is the worst of it all," said Mrs. Eastwood. "I must make a clean breast of it. I must not deceive myself any more. Yes, I did know of the poor child's existence. She must have been six or seven when Isabella died. The child had the fever, too, and I persuaded myself she must have gone with her mother. For you see, Mr. Vane - poor man, he is dead; we must not speak any harm of him- was so very disagreeable in his letters. I know I ought to have inquired; but I had got to dislike him so much, and almost to be afraid of him

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"I think it was not quite right of you," said Nelly, with the gravity of a judge.

"I know it was not," said the culprit, penitent. "Many a time I have said to myself, I would write, but always put it off again. However, it is not too late now to make amends to her; and as for him—. Give me the letter, Nelly. Oh! to think he should be dead - such a man as that."

"Well, surely, Mamma, he is no great loss, if he was such a man."

"Not to us; oh no, not to us! Not to any one except himself; but for himself! Think, Nelly. However, we are not called upon to judge him, thank Heaven! And as for the poor child — the poor little girl

"It is a long time since aunt Isabella

died," said Nelly. "How old is the little | cannot be a strange country to her if she girl now?" has lived there all her life."

Mrs. Eastwood had to make a great effort of recollection. She had many landmarks all through her life from which to date, and after a comparison of these, and some trouble in fixing the exact one that answered, she at length decided that her sister's death had taken place the year that Frederick had his fever, which was when he was sixteen. It is unnecessary for us to go into the details by which she proved her calculation as that he grew out of all his clothes while he was ill, and had nothing to put on till his new mourning arrived, which was a melancholy business for an invalid. By this means, however, the fact was established, that "the poor little girl" must be at least sixteen, a startling conclusion, for which neither of the ladies were prepared.

"As old as Jenny," said Ellinor, pondering, with unusual gravity upon her face.

"But then she is a girl, dear, not a boy, remember," said Mrs. Eastwood. "Jenny is a dear boy, but two of him in the house would be trying-in London. That is the worst of London. When boys are at home for the holidays they have so little scope, poor fellows. I wonder if she has had any education, poor child?”

"I wonder," said Nelly, still very grave. "Mamma, must this new cousin come here?"

"Where else could she go, Nelly? We must be very kind to her. Besides, she will be a companion for you. It will be very delightful, I don't doubt, to have her," said Mrs. Eastwood, with a certain quaver and hesitation in her voice.

Nelly made no immediate reply. "It will be very odd," she said, after a pause, "to have another girl in the house- a girl not so far off one's own age. Dear, what an unpleasant sort of creature I must be ! I don't feel quite so sure that I shall like it. Perhaps she will be much nicer than I am; perhaps people will like her better. I am dreadfully afraid, Mamma, I am not good enough to be quite happy about it. If she had been six instead of six

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"That does not matter, dear; nothing can change the fact," said Mrs. Eastwood. "I have been in Italy, and I know how English people live. They hold themselves aloof. Though they live there all their lives, it is always a strange country to them. And he was not the sort of man to make friends. I dare say she has been brought up by some old servant or other, and allowed to run wild." Here Mrs. Eastwood paused and sighed. She was the kindest woman in the world, but the idea of a girl of sixteen, with no manners or education, suddenly thrown upon her hands, a new member of her family, brought up under circumstances so different, and no doubt unlike them in every way, was not without its painful side. And she was angry with herself for seeing this, and grieved to think that she had so little natural affection or Christian charity. "Our whole hearts ought to go out towards her, poor thing," she added, with profound compunction. "She has nobody else in the world to look to; and, Nelly, whatever may be our first momentary feeling, of course there can be no real hesitation

"Of course," said Nelly, springing to her feet. "There is Mrs. Everard's knock this time, and now I know you will tell her all about it. What room must she have? the little green room, or the room in the wing, or

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"Dear," said Mrs. Eastwood, coaxingly, "the kindest and the warmest would be the little room off yours close to us both—to make the poor child feel at home."

"I knew that was what you would say," cried Nelly, half laughing, half crying; "is is exactly like you, Mamma; not only take her in, but take her into the very centre of the nest, between you and me.'

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"To warm her, poor child," said the inconsistent mother, laughing and crying too; and Nelly ran off, stumbling in her way against Mrs. Everard, her mother's friend, whom the rest of the family were not fond of. "Do not knock me down, Ellinor," said the lady, giving Nelly a kiss, which she received without enthusiasm. Where was Nelly going? Straight up stairs without a pause to the little room which, already in her own mind, she too had destined to her unknown cousin. She went and looked at it with her head on one side, contemplating the little bed, which was decked with faded chintz, and the paper, which was somewhat dingy,

looking in through the window, was somewhat eerie and dreary; when it caught Mrs. Eastwood's eye she was apt to get nervous, and declare that there was somebody in the grounds, and that she saw a face looking in. But this evening she had other things to think of. Frederick, however, as he came in, felt a shadow of his mother's superstitions and alarms. The glimmering dark outside seemed to him full of possible dangers.

and the carpet, which was so worn as to ble like processions of ghosts in the dim bear little trace of its original pattern. air outside. That still world outside, "This will never do," Nelly said to herself. Her imagination, which was a very lively and sprightly imagination, instantly set off on a voyage of discovery through the house to make up what was wanting. She seized, always in her thoughts, upon here a picture, and there a set of shelves, and rooted out from the lumber-room the tiniest of easy chairs, and made up her mind as to the hangings. I do not mean to say that this was all pure kindness. To tell the truth, Nelly liked the job." Why don't you have the lamps lighted, The arrangement of the room, and its conversion out of a dingy receptacle for a nursery maid to a bower for a young lady, was the most delightful occupation for her. Did not some one say that a lady had lately set herself up in business as a house decorator? Ellinor Eastwood would have been her apprentice, her journeywoman, with all her heart.

It will be apparent from this that though the first idea of the new arrival startled both mother and daughter, the orphan was not likely to have a cold or unkindly reception. So much the reverse indeed was this to the real case, that by the time Mrs. Eastwood had confided all to her friend she herself was in high excitement and expectation of her unknown niece. Mrs. Everard had condoled with her on the burden, the responsibility, the trouble, every one of which words added to the force of the revulsion in her kindly and simple soul. "God forgive me, Nelly," she said, when her daughter reappeared in the twilight, "if I thought my own sister's child a burden, or shrank from the responsibility of taking care of my own flesh and blood. It seemed to hurt me when she said such things. She must have thought that was how I felt about it; when, Heaven knows, the very reverse "It was just like her, Mamma," said Nelly.

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My dear, none of you are just to poor Mrs. Everard," said the mother, driven back upon herself. She dared not grumble ever so little at this friend of her bosom without giving occasion, so to speak, to the Adversary to blaspheme. Therefore for the sake of peace she gulped down a great many of her friend's opinions without venturing to say how much she disagreed with them. The two were sitting there consulting over the fire when Frederick came in. There were no lights in the room, the shutters were not closed, nor even the blinds drawn, and the trees were dimly discerni

and shut up the windows?" he said. "I can't understand your liking for the firelight, mother. One can't see to do anything, and anybody that chooses can see in."

"We don't want to do anything, and we don't care who sees us," said Nelly, who was sometimes saucy to her elder brother.

"Don't wrangle, children: we were discussing something which will startle you very much, Frederick, as it did me. It will make quite a change in everything. Perhaps Frederick will feel it least being out all day; but we must all feel it," said Mrs. Eastwood. Frederick seated himself with his face to the window with a certain air of endurance. He did not like the firelight flashing over him, and revealing what he might happen to be thinking. Frederick liked to keep his thoughts to himself; to tell just as much as he liked, and no more. He put his hands into his pockets, and gave a half perceptible shrug to his shoulders. He did not expect to be at all startled. "A change in the fashions, I suppose," he said to himself. He was supposed to be very fond of home, and a most domestic young man; and this was one of the ways in which he indemnified himself for the good character which he took pains to keep up.

They told him the story from beginning to end, and he was not startled; but he was interested, which was a great deal more than he expected to be. When the lamp was brought in he got the letter; but did not make very much of that; for to Ellinor's great gratification he could not read it. It was written in Italian, as we have said. Now, Mrs. Eastwood was the only person in the house who knew Italian, though Nelly herself could spell it out. The mother was rather proud of her accomplishment. She had lived in Italy in her youth, and had never ceased to regard that fact as one of the great things in her life. It was with a thrill of pleas-、

ure that she read the letter over, translat- "Oh, nothing extraordinary," said Elliing it word by word. And it was some-nor. There was a frequent bickering bething to have moved Frederick to such tween the two which made the mother interest. He entered into the discussion uncomfortable sometimes. "I was thinkafterwards with warmth, and gave his ad- ing you must want a change very much vice with that practical good sense which to be so ready to officiate as a nursehis mother always admired, though she maid." was not unaware that it sometimes failed. "I do want a change," he said. him in his own affairs. "She cannot "Don't wrangle, my dear children," come here by herself," he said, "some said their mother; "what is the use of one must go and fetch her. You can't wrangling? You have always done it allow a girl of that age to travel alone." since you were babies. Nelly, I wish "That is quite true, Frederick," said you were not so fond of having the last Mrs. Eastwood, "how odd I should never word." have thought of it before. Of course, she could not travel alone. Dear, dear, what must we do? I cannot go myself, and leave you all to your own devices. Could I send Brownlow, I wonder; or old Alice -?"

"Brownlow would never find his way to Pisa. He would break down long before he got there. And old Alice, what good could she do- an old woman?"

"She travelled with me," said Mrs. Eastwood, with modest pride. "Whereever I went she went. She learned a liitle of the language too. She would take very good care of her. Whom else can I send? Dick is too young, and too busy about his examination."

"If you will pay me well I don't mind going myself," said Frederick, stroking his moustache, and thus concealing a smile which lurked about the corners of his mouth.

"You, Frederick? It is very good of you to think of it. I never thought of you. What a pity we cannot make a party, and all go!" said Mrs. Eastwood. "To be sure that would cost a good deal. I would pay your expenses, of course, my dear, if you could make up your mind to go. That would, no doubt, be the nicest way of all. Yes; and though it is a melancholy occasion, it would be a little change for you too. You have been looking rather pale lately, Frederick."

"I did not have the last word this time," said Nelly, hastily, under her breath.

"For, if you will think of it, it is very good of Frederick to bestow so much interest on a poor lonely little girl. Neither you nor I, Nelly, though we are women, and ought to have more feeling, ever thought of going to fetch her. The thing is, can you get leave, Frederick? You had your two months in the autumn, and then you had Christmas, and you have been out of town very often, you know, for three days. Can you have leave again so soon? You must take care not to hurt yourself in the office."

"Oh, I can manage; I am not afraid of the office," he said; but at this moment Brownlow rung the bell solemnly, meaning that it was time to dress. When they sat down to dinner together, four of them - for Dick had come in in the meantime they were as handsome a young family party as could be seen. The table was bright with such flowers as were to be had; well lighted, well served. Perhaps of all the party Frederick was the most strictly handsome. He had a somewhat long face, with a melancholy look, which a great many people found interesting -a Charles I. look some ladies said; and he cultivated a small beard, which was slightly peaked, and kept up this resemblance. His features were very regular; and his fine dark brown hair longer "Yes, I have been looking pale," he than men usually wear it. He was very said, with a little laugh, "and feeling pale. particular in his dress, and had deliI'll go. I don't care much for the melan-cate hands, shapely and white. He looked choly of the occasion, and I should like like a man to whom something would hapthe change. To be sure I am not much pen, the same ladies said who found out like old Alice; if the little girl wants a his resemblance to Charles I. There was nursemaid I might be awkward one thing about him, however, that few people remarked at first sight; for he was aware of it, and did his best to conceal the defect of which he was conscious. He was not fond of meeting a direct look. This did not show itself by any vulgar shiftiness of look, or downright evasion of other people's eyes. He faced the

"She is sixteen," said Mrs. Eastwood. Nelly made no remark; but she watched her brother with a scrutiny he did not quite like.

"Do you see anything extraordinary about me, Nell, that you stare at me like that?" he said, with a little irritation.

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